Today is the first time she ignore me.

I can feel it just that I don't wanna say much about it.

Because I don't wanna get it worst as I know is my wrong. ):

I know she made an effort to knock off earlier and came to my workplace just to fetch me.

But yet, I was so dumb to tell her NOT to wait for me AFTER she had waited for almost an hour (excluding when she was meeting her colleague). >.< 

I just don't want her to get so drain off and I know she's tired in some ways.

On the outside, it doesn't shows.

But physically, i know she is.

That's why I don't want her always have this habit doing it.

I also hope she will smoke less and slowly quit it.

She knows very well of her own body which I don't even know.

I'm worried for her too.

I don't wish one day everything changes and BOOMM !!!

Wifey,

If you're reading this, I hope you understand.

I don't want you to be so tired seriously.

I want you to be healthy.

I hope you will cut down on smoking too. ):

If you don't, next year cny I don't go back with you liao ~ humph!!!